Forget You . [abba] // closed

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And though there is pain in my chest,
I wish you the best, with a Forget You...

Shae stirred, shivering slightly from the cold. She blinked, looking at the bright sun. Her stomach heaved, and she struggled to lay up. "Rhise?" Shae asked, looking around. Where was he? Shae shifted, thinking he was probably off to find food or a run. He didn't leave her for long though. She sighed, worry forming in the pit of her stomach. Shae lay there, curling up, listening to the faint birdsong. But the minutes ticked past, and Rhise didn't return. His scent barely lingered. Shae stood up, her knees buckling from the unexpected weight of the foal. She shook her cranium, whinnying. "R-Rhise?" Shae asked, worry flooding through her veins, which was suddenly replaced by hot boiling anger. She fumed, kicking at the sand. Why hand't she figured this would happen? She screamed out, anger filling her veins along with adrenaline. "Rhise, you asshole!" Shae called out, knowing he couldn't hear her. "You bastard. What the hell? Your such a liar! I can't believe you did that to me! You got me to care for you! It was all just an act, wasn't it?! Oh, yeah, just pleasure yourself, and then leave." Shae hissed, her voice hard and bitter, angry tears spilling from her bright red eyes. She could never trust again. Shae stumbled forward, hot tears blurring her vision.

Why had Rhise left her? He, he said he loved her! But no, it was all an act, he didn't want a foal, she saw the glint in his eyes, it was just to pleasure himself. Shae stumbled along the ground, bitter thoughts of his act flashing through her head. It wasn't all anger though. He had torn her heart apart, ripped it from her, and slowly melded it to his, before tearing it to pieces, and all of them would never be found again. The anger retorts faded into sobs that racked her body, and she fell, landing upon her aching back. She cried. "R-r-r-rhise. N-n-no. P-Please." He didn't care, never did, it was all a game, and act, a plot. The war. He would be there. She was sure of it. He had left her for the war. He could care less about her. She curled into a tight ball, sobbing, this wasn't happening. But he didn't come back. It was hours now. Shae shuddered, the cold creeping under her pelt, and she clambered up, stumbling along the uneven ground. She would find the war. Rumors of all the lands except North were conquered by Ramaskith. Maybe she would join him. She knew Rhise hated him. But so did Shae. She could go to the west lands, just lay there, she would be found. Recruited or killed. She would be numb to pain though, nothing added up to this. Shae sagged to the ground. Her eyes still blazed red, yet she sobbed, tears flooding down her face and obscuring her vision. But she couldn't. Couldn't go on. She fell to the ground again, ignoring the cold hard surface, curling up.

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My poor Shae baby D:

Forget You - Cee Lo Green

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[Abba]

Who can say
why your heart sighs
as your love flies, only time?

Rhise felt horrible - having known that he was about to break Shae's heart when he told her the news. But he had to fight for Rasta and Oser. He had to be sure that the north didn't see the same fate as every where else had. No one deserved to be under this leader's rule. He trudged onward, one hoof in front of the other. It was a pain in his heart when he finally found Shae laying upon the ground - curled up tightly. Her stomach was large, oh so very large, and he knew it was most definitely going to send her into a rage. "Shae - dearest - please don't do this right now..." his voice was low, void of emotion. "I have to tell you something. Because in three days time I will have to leave again. Please... don't make me have to leave you like this..." the pain slowly morphing into his voice as he stood there and watched her. He wasn't sure that he could deal with her like this. Dropping his head down he gently nudged her side in an attempt to get her attention.

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We fight we break up,
We kiss we make up...

'Shae - dearest - please don't do this right now... I have to tell you something. Because in three days time I will have to leave again. Please... don't make me have to leave you like this...' It was his voice. But- it couldn't be. He had left. She curled in tighter, squeezing her eyes as her stomach bulged tightly. But, something nudged her shoulder and she whimpered softly. Tears flooded her eyes and she pulled her head up. Rhise stood there- his face showing no emotion. It just made it worse. Her eyes blazed red in anger and she pushed herself up, stumbling into a tree. She snorted, her voice aching in pain. "No, I should've known you were going to do this. Just pleasure yourself why don't you." Shae said, looking anywhere but him, as her heart shattered even further, and it felt as if she had a gaping hole in her chest. She burst into tears, as her knees buckled and she struggled to stand. He- he couldn't leave. "R-r-rhise." It's all she could say, she choked and fell to the ground, massive sobs racking her form.

She squeezed her eyes shut- she couldn't live if he left. And- the foal, it would grow up with no dad, and she couldn't explain how he had just left them. It wasn't fair. He couldn't do this.

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If you kill him. I will strangle you. :c

Hot n Cold - Katy Perry

[Abba]

We cut ties
We tell lies
We hate change, and we wanna claim where we feel

Rhise felt his heart breaking. Her eyes so red. A demonic colour - one that wasn't fitting for this darling mare. He took in a breath and held it as she stumbled backwards into the tree. He longed to pull out - to touch her. To comfort the poor mare as her heart slowly tore. A lump in his throat slowly formed. Why? Why had he become so caring? He needed to get out of acting like this. It was tearing up his heart. And he couldn't go into war worried every day about her. "I do not just pleasure myself. You think I've never cared?!" he spat, stepping back and shaking his head. It wasn't long before she had begun to cry and he felt his heart pulling at him. Telling him to be nice. But his mind was telling him that he needed to space himself from her. That it would be better to leave with him hating her - than her loving him and being in even more pain when he ended up dying on the battlefield. But would it? Or would it just hurt her more? Why were these things to complicated. All he knew was that he hated Rama - and that he would not stand idly by and let him take over. Then, she collapsed at his feet. He pinned his ears slightly and looked down at her. "Really, now? Going to start accusing me of things you know nothing about?" He let out a sharp, barking laugh before continuing. "You know, someone could really take that the wrong way. You could wind up getting hurt! And we don't want that, do we?" His voice took on much of the tone one uses when speaking to a young child. Then, she said his name - stuttering it so weakly. "Really now? Must we be so weak? I have to leave you. I have no choice. You laying here like a toddler and crying does absolutely no good." he paused, gently nudging her side in order to help her up. "Shae - I love you. But I'm indebted to Rasta - for saving my life - and I must help her if at all possible. I know you can't understand this. Please - just try." He whispered before looking into her eyes - his orbs oceans of sadness and grief. She needed to understand that he would no longer be around. And he didn't know if her hating him or her caring for him would help her the most...

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'I do not just pleasure myself. You think I've never cared?!' Rhise's voice, sharp, unlike him. Tears poured from her purple eye's, heaving herself out of the treewell. "I saved you." She chocked out, looking into his hard eyes. He stepped back, his eyes still hard and cold. 'Really, now? Going to start accusing me of things you know nothing about?' He said, a hard laugh forming at his lips. 'You know, someone could really take that the wrong way. You could wind up getting hurt! And we don't want that, do we?' Shaelir's body shook with her sobs, her stomach heaving and bulging. 'Really now? Must we be so weak? I have to leave you. I have no choice. You laying here like a toddler and crying does absolutely no good.' Shae shook her head, curling her head in tighter, she couldn't look at him anymore. A toddler? It was all Shae could register before she felt his muzzle on her shoulder. She flinched, expecting for him to dig his teeth into her pelt and she hurriedly heaved herself up. 'Shae - I love you. But I'm indebted to Rasta - for saving my life - and I must help her if at all possible. I know you can't understand this. Please - just try.' His words softer, more careful, she looked at him. "Oh, of course, darling Rasta."

[/color] Shae's eyes darkened, a swirling purple. Silent tears streamed down her face and she couldn't help herself as she moved towards Rhise and placed her forehead against his mane, leaning against him.

Her stomach started to hurt, worse then before, as a sharp hoof hit the membrane and it broke. Shae gasped, almost falling over as her knees buckled and the contractions started. She stumbled back before falling over, wanting to scream out. "N-no. Rhi-hise." Her mind swirled and she couldn't focus on one thing as the contractions got worse and shorter gaps. Her body heaved, and she shook. Not here, not now….[/i]

. 453 Words

Comments- Labor teim x.x
Status- Finished
Muse- Medium-High
For- Abba // Rhise

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[Abba]

Houston,
I think we got a problem
Girls, girls, girls - I just can't say no

Rhise let out a bellowing noise - one that shook the trees around them in just the slightest way. "You think you're just the sweetest thing on this planet! Don't you? You think that someone can't be friends with others of the opposite sex and not want something. Goddammit Shae!" he hissed, fire slowly building up behind his eyes as she leaned up against him and started crying. He didn't do crying. He would never do crying. Crying was a sign of weakness. Couldn't she realize that?! Didn't she realize that the stupidity of everything that was happening was not something that he really wanted to be dealing with. She needed to go and relax - forget about him. It would be easier that way. He knew, in his heart, that even if he wanted to, he would never be able to return. But no, here she was, complaining about Rasta. "She's an Alpha. She has control over anyone she wishes. There is something that you must not mess with. And I have been drafted to fight - to lead a legion into battle to keep all the lands from falling into Rama's hands. You wouldn't want that? Would you? For him to take this foal - to kill this foal and then forcebreed your lovely little self so that his line is strong and can spread through the lands to rule. If the foal wasn't strong enough he would kill that one too." he hissed, gently wrapping his neck around hers. But, her screams and the collapsing caused him to jump backwards. "Crap. Crap. Crap." was all Rhise could think to have emit from his mouth at the moment. His ears pinned and he looked around completely on edge. Rama's warriors would not appear now - it was not time to meet up just yet. He wasn't to get his legion yet. And Shae was here - having birth and putting herself completely in the open for an attack. He tensed up - his muscles twitching in anticipation of having to fend something off. He would not let her die on his watch. "Of course, I know what to do! Definitely given birth before!" he said standing over her just slightly. "You couldn't have waited til - I don't know - another mare appeared?!" he said almost prancing in place in concern. He seriously didn't know what to do and he was all too worried about Rama's troops appearing also.

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.Seriously - like... no muse. You better love me.[/size]

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'You think you're just the sweetest thing on this planet! Don't you? You think that someone can't be friends with others of the opposite sex and not want something. Goddammit Shae!' Hatred words, hissed, she knew she shouldn't of trusted him. She's an Alpha. She has control over anyone she wishes. There is something that you must not mess with. And I have been drafted to fight - to lead a legion into battle to keep all the lands from falling into Rama's hands. You wouldn't want that? Would you? For him to take this foal - to kill this foal and then force breed your lovely little self so that his line is strong and can spread through the lands to rule. If the foal wasn't strong enough he would kill that one too.' This hissed, and Shae moaned, his words making it all that much worse, her head pounding with each whisper, each sound. She blinked, trying to stay focused. 'Crap. Crap. Crap.' Shae pinned her ears, she wanted to scream, to tell him to shut up, but she couldn't. It hurts. It hurts. It hurts. It felt as if the foal was thrashing and skipping around inside her. Of course, I know what to do! Definitely given birth before! You couldn't have waited til - I don't know - another mare appeared?' He said, voice panicky, whiny, she could feel him standing over her. Shae moaned, snapping her ears back in pain. His voice was so whiny, so annoying, so stupid. Why was here if he was leaving? It's not like he liked her. Only to please himself. It ran through her head. She had wanted this foal with him- but now. No. She could't stand it, he was going to get himself killed. She screamed out in pain, her lips barely parting as she tried to push, yet it was just as if she had ran until her heart couldn't take it no more. She had no energy, she wasn't going to make it.

The contractions barely stopped, it seemed one continuos thing. She gnashed her teeth, her mane matted against her neck as her body heaved and pushed. But- she couldn't. Her breathing was too fast, her heart pounding, racing… faltering? Her breathing paused as her body relaxed, limp, her head falling to the ground. She couldn't take it, the pain was slipping away, she could be free of this hatred and pain-filled body. Her soul lingered, and it soared, looking down upon the scene. Her body, limp, unmoving. Rhise, was he crying? No, he never cried. But, the foal. She remembered that day on the beach. She couldn't leave him.

Her eyes flung open, her heart was beating slowly, almost two slowly, and she fought back. She would not fail both of them. She heaved, pushing, the head slipping past her out into the world. Shae sucked in air, giving one last push and the slender body fell into onto the cold earth. Shae's head dropped to the ground, and the pain started to slip away, and she could hear the small foal cough, sucking in it's first breath of air. Shae lifted her head, pulling herself up a little and turning to look at the small foal, who blinked rapidly.


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The small body shifted, scrunched in tight, dark space. It was too small, too small. She flattened her small ears, kicking out and piercing something rough, strong, yet her hoof broke through it. And everything started to shift, moving, pushing. She didn't know what to do, trying to stay calm as she was pushed further and further, slowly, to something, somewhere. It was awhile. Yet, everything paused, and she chocked, she couldn't think straight, the space around her now limp and her circulation cut off. Her heart raced, and her eyes started to flutter, yet then it was back, she was replenished right as she was forced through a small opening, into the cold bright world. Pause. One shutter and she fell against the cold ground, and she spread her legs, coughing and blinking in the sudden light. She shivered, her head swinging around in this new environment. Her eyes focused on a dark head, smiling, looking at her, mother. Yet she didn't say anything. A sound, a ruffle, and she looked past her mothers face, to see a speckled one, with soft brown eyes, looking at her. Her lips curled up, her eyes sparkling as they met with his. Father.[/color]

. 905 Words

Comments- I'M SO EXCITED !
Status- Finished
Muse- High
For- Abba // Rhise

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[Abba]

Now and then
I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die

Rhise shuddered, what the hell did she think she was doing. She couldn't just die in the middle of giving birth. Not oinly was she going to kill her wonderful little self she was going to kill that baby which she so wanted. He flicked his tail - backing up a little and shook his head drastically. Idiot. Idiot. Idiot. What had he gotten himself into? He needed to leave - he really needed to leave. He needed to get out of here. But she couldn't die on his watch. He would kick himself if she did. He had to keep her from dying. Then, as he stepped back up to her she managed to push the foal out, that of which immediately began to look around - blinking and taking everything in. Shock took his system and he looked over to the foal. Oh shit. He didn't want to be a father - not when he was going to war. This one wouldn't have a father - there was no way around it. He wasn't fit to be a father, he never would be. "Shae. I can't do this. God, I love you but - no..." he said, his whole body tensing up. "I'll ruin your goddamn lives - more than I already have. You just - you don't want me messing up this foal." His eyes showed the fear of the little thing - afraid that if he touched it, that it would break. Quietly, he stepped around it - gently tufting up her forelock and then whispering, "I love you - please, just remember that." and then, he quickly began to bolt off into the trees. He wouldn't hurt this foal - he wouldn't screw her up more. He wouldn't be a part of their lives - and he wouldn't let them die. He would fight so that they were safe - he would risk his life for them, but he would never see them again...

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'Shae. I can't do this. God, I love you but - no... I'll ruin your goddamn lives - more than I already have. You just - you don't want me messing up this foal.' Rhise whispered to her, and Shae's heart broke. She realized what he was saying, he wasn't coming back ever. Even if he lived…. Tears rolled down her face, so much for her 'happily ever after.' He stepped around the foal like it was the plague and tufted her forelock before leaning in closer to her audits. 'I love you - please, just remember that.' He said, before leaping off into the forest. Shae stood up abruptly, "Rhise! No!" She sobbed, bolting after him, he couldn't leave, and she caught up easily, it was so much easier to run without the foal in her stomach. The foal… still back there alone. "Rhise please stop!" Shae shouted, her maw bumping his hindquarters. She tripped over a tree root and fell hard, stiff as she rolled around. "R-rhise. You can't leave us. We're a family now, you said you wanted one!" Shae sobbed. She had to go back to the foal. But Rhise- she was never going to see him again. She stumbled up, her vision flooded by tears as she stumbled back slowly, unable to see but she could hear the small figure's breathing and whimpering up ahead.


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The filly watched her father step around her- avoiding her? He whispered something to her mother, before leaping over her and bolting. She stretched her log neck, her muzzle touching his leg before he sprinted off. Mother sobbed, saying something. She stumbled up, and Paon whimpered in fear as she bolted off. She pushed her legs under her, trying so hard to stand, but she kept slipping. Where was mother? She lay there, cowering down in fear as she stayed silent. Stumbling sounds, was it mother? She tried to call out, snorting as her mother moved closer, tears running down her face. "Momma, where's daddy?" Paon managed to slur, looking at her curiously.

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Comments- Shae is gonna be so messed up :c
Status- Finished
Muse- High
For- Abba // Rhise

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[Abba]

This is the story of a girl
who cried a river and drowned the whole world
and while she looks so sad in photographs I absolutely love her

Rhise continued forwards - attempting to ignore the fact that she had bumped into his hindquarters. Couldn't she understand that he wasn't right for her. He was going to get her hurt more. He was going to put this foal in danger - besides that fact - he wasn't a good parent. Why had he wanted a family? Why? He got way too pulled into this. He couldn't take care of a family. He couldn't do this. He was going to screw up the filly - screw her up. She was screaming his name, telling him no. Telling him that he couldn't go - because he had a family. But didn't she realize that he was an inconsistent ass who couldn't do anything right? "Shae. Shut. Up." he said shaking his head before hurtling into a sliding stop at the sound of her tripping over a root. What was she doing? His body trembled. He should go back to them. He should make sure that she was okay. But that would be going against his instinct. He needed to fight. He needed to help. He couldn't even. A family. But people went off to war all the time. All the time. He could hear the foal whimpering and the sounds of her returning to the side of the foal. He stood there - hidden by the trees for some time as he listened to the two of them. Shae sobbing and the filly utterly confused. He paused, stepping back delicately out of the foliage and poking his head around a tree towards the two of them. "Do not - I repeat do not - be an idiot and get yourself caught up in this war. You'll get yourself killed and the foal orphaned. And for goodness sake - stop being so goddamn helpless!" he said shaking his head before heading off into the trees to go and find Oser.

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