.:. A New Beginning [Appy]

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Karuk seemed lost in thought as he nuzzled against her neck. It felt so good to have him so close, the way he gently touched her skin was like no other, he pulled away from her "No," thought it were only for a few seconds so he could speak, then he gently touched her cheek. She leaned into his touch closeing her eyes, reveling in the moment, never wanting this to go. "I said it simply for the fact that I wanted to hear it." He spoke into her cheeck, then gently brushed his nose down her neck. She suddered in pleasure, he knew exactly the right place to touch her, in the right way and with such softness. it was like he had done this a thousand times before. Though she knew he had only ever had one life before hers, a life with Katerina. She shook her head, the thought bringing her out of the moment they were having.

[/i] No, dont think about her, not now, why are you such a fool![/i] a tiny voice sounded in the back of her mind, as she settled the focus back on Karuk trying to get back into that state of mind, only finding tension there instead.

He soon began to rub his nose back and forth across her skin, in such a way like a massage. It truely did feel like one. She relaxed again, slowly reaching that same state of mind, only to find he paused for a moment, she tensed up fearing the worse glancing at him. "In respose to your before question..." She sighed in relief as he had only done so to speak to her. A small smile toying at her lips, as her eyes closed again, she had never felt this alive before, not even when her father spoke kind words to her, this was a different kind of kindness, not out of parents love, but that of true connection between two. "Of course I want a family," She opened her eyes at his words, feeling so happy that he too wanted a family. She returned his smile, just as he began running his nose along her neck once more. "Are you sure you truly want one? So early?" She tensed up, bitting at her lip. Was she ready for this now? Karuk glanced at her, possibly hoping for her answer or atleast something. Now he had mentioned it, she began second guessing everything again. Was she really ready? were they really ready for it, if thats what he were offering. "Yes Karuk i do. If we waited out this winter, who would know if neither of us got killed in the war thats coming" She hated to mention it, knowing it was a risk all the same, perhaps what happened to Katerina would happen to her alos. She gulped pushing back the fears then pressed her nose into the crook of his neck, letting it slide down so her forehead was now rested there. "I want this, more than i ever knew before, all because of you Karuk, i dont want anythig else, but you, and a child we could have together. we would be perfect together, your not like the other stallions who would just leave the mare to go through the birth all on her own. You have a heart where others lack. Your the one Karuk She pushed her head under his, pulling herself in to him as close as she could.
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She tensed at his question and he moved closer, pressing his nose against her skin to comfort her. It was completely her decision. He most definitely wasn't going to force anything on her. She started to speak though, coming to a choice. "Yes, Karuk, I do." He pulled back to look at her, to see her face as she spoke and see if what she said was true. The certainty there startled him, she had decided so quickly. "If we waited out this winter, who wuld know if neither of us got killed in the war that's coming." He squeezed his eyes shut and shook his head. "No. Don't think like that," he said, draping his neck over hers and pulling her closer to him. "I won't let anything happen to you," he said, his voice hard and determined. She turned, pressing her head against his throatlatch as she started to speak again.

"I want this, more than I ever knew before. All because of you, Karuk. I don't want anything else, but you, and a child we could have together. We would be perfect together. You're not like the other stallions who would just leave the mare to go through the birth all on her own. You have a heart where others lack. You're the one Karuk."

She pushed against him, moving closer. He sighed into her mane, his neck arched over he head and his nose neslted in the hairs. "If it's what you want..." he murmured, his eyes closed as he rested his head along her neck. "But don't base your decision on what might happen in the future. I'm not going anywhere, and I certainly won't let anyone hurt you." He gently nuzzled her neck, not wanting to ever let her go. "Mmmkay?" he whispered, hoping she would really put thought into this decision. He didn't want her to regret anything in the future.

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its short. but oh well.

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"If it's what you want..." She bobbed her head up a little, bumping with his . "But I do want this Karuk, i truely do. I want you more than anything." She pulled out from under his head, now gazing into his eyes at a rather strange angle. "But don't base your decision on what might happen in the future. I'm not going anywhere, and I certainly won't let anyone hurt you." She rubbed her head against his neck, comfroting him, there roles now seeming to have switched places again. "I want this now, before the wars starts this season, then the foal should be ready after the war, in a better time, i dont want the same fate for this child for what happened to my parents. I really do want this Karuk, but is it what you want? Are you ready? She gave him a questioning glance, now feeling rather nervous. She had seen a few foals been born in her few travals, it seemed so horrible at first, but then as the foal struck to its dwindling legs, it was just a pure moment of glee. One every mare should undergo. And right now Shika wanted that more than anything.

Shika thought of the war that would come round anythime soon. It could have already started to begin, what if they were too late? What if they were about to be ambush? She glanced around the place, making herself become scared. "Your not going to fight!" The sudden outburst was a little starteling even to herself, she hadnt even really expected him to go, but she couldnt bare it if he did, she would just end up getting into trouble herself, just like always, and her resuer would not be around to save her. "Promise me you wont fight!" Her words more of a sob, pleading him not to go. Now completely fogettting what they were really talking about. She threw hewrself at him, drapping her neck over his back, a single tear escaped trailing down her palor face.

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"But I do want this Karuk, I truly do. I want you more than anything." She moved, pulling her head away and looking into his eyes. He could see the truth of her words written in her orbs as she stared at him. She touched her face to his neck, softly rubbing her skin against his. His eyes closed as he leaned into her touch, not wanting her to stop. "I want this now, before the wars start this season, then the foal should be ready after the war, in a better time. I don't want the same fate for this child as what happened to my parents. I really do want this Karuk, but is it what you want? Are you ready?" The sudden change made his turn to look at her, finding that she was already looking at him, the gaze she help questioning and probing. Did he want this? He had never really thought about it before, but yes, he did. And her reasoning was sound for wanting it now. He certainly didn't want anything to happen, but how was he supposed to be sure that nothing would? He couldn't prevent the inevitable but he certainly wasn't going to let the same thing happen like before.

Shika seemed to sense his direction of thought, though coming to the opposite conclusion. "You're not going to fight!" she suddenly said, her eyes widening with fear. He started to shake his head but she repeated herself before he had the chance to calm her. "Promise me you won't fight!" she cried, jumping towards him and clinging to his body. He quickly wrapped his own neck over her back as she had done to his, shaking his head. "No, no," he said, feeling her tears we his pelt. "Shh, don't cry. I'm not going anywhere, I told you. Most certainly not off to fight. I'm not the same person I once was." He would never leave her to go and fight. Never. That would be making the same decisions over again and he would only be setting himself up for heartbreak again. No. He would stay with Shika, protect her as he hadn't been able to before. Nothing would happen. He wouldn't let it. "I will never leave you." He whispered into her pelt, his heart throbbing with the thought that she would even think he would.

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So he kind of forgot to answer that first question out loud, due to the fact of being overwhelmed with her actually thinking he'd leave.
He won't leave. Ever.

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"Shh, don't cry. I'm not going anywhere, I told you. Most certainly not off to fight. I'm not the same person I once was." she brushed away her tears along his pelt, hugging him closer to her as he too did the same. She knew that he possibly wouldnt go fight, but she still wanted to make sure of that. Keep herself sane. He was right, he was not that same person from what she had leanrt so far. He truely were living up too all that he could be. And now it was her turn to do the same. "I will never leave you." His words fell softly against her ears, lingerin there for a while, then vanished. "I just needed your word on that, thats all, i didnt think you really would, i just had to have your say. " She smiled into his pelt, feeling the burn of another tear welling up, though these were those of happiness, not fear and sadness.

Shika was ready to do this more so than ealier, she really wnted them to be a true family, not just the two of them. She knew it was the right time, she good feel it in the air. Nature was calling to her, giving her the signs she needed to make this happen tonight. Karuk too was ready, his aura that of the colour green, his true being of a healer, mixed with that of a golden colour, showing he had reached a high level of spiritual wellbeing, he was on level grounds now, going in the right direction. She had been his path the whole time. And he too would bring her to the same level. Im ready Karuk, Im ready for this right now. Shika turned placing her behind under his nose, offering herself to him, this was it, no going back. Her tail automatically lifed to the side, an automatic reaction. She backed up brushing her scent across his chest. She glanced at him, hoping he would take the hint, she didnt need to speak right now, for it wasnt the time for speech, just actions. If they truly were to be togther then he would also feel the shift in the air, the words telling him that now, right this second was the time, and only now.

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"I just needed your word on that, thats all. I didnt think you really would, I just had to have your say." He smiled, glad that she didn't think he would leave. He snuggled in closer against her side, breathing deeping. The air was suddenly thick with her scent as she moved away, stopping with her hind end directly in front of him. He looked at her, feeling something coil at the pit of his stomach as he resisted. He wanted to be one hundred percent certain that she truly wanted this. Though before he could ask her, her tail twisted to the side, releasing more of her scent and the words died in his throat. She backed into him, brushing against his chest, that feeling uncoiled as he dropped. He rested his head on top of her rump for a moment, feeling the muscles pull as she turned to glance at him. He met her eyes and that was all the permission he needed.

He shifted his weight, carefully putting it onto his hind legs as he positioned himself ontop of her. The tip of him found her opening easily as he slowly slid inside. He had to work for every inch he gained, the space small and cramped. He paused when he reached the end, feeling them completely bound together; belonging to each other. He slowly pulled back half way, sliding forward again, careful for fear of hurting her. His forelegs gently gripped her sides, forcing himself to keep his balance with his hind end. His head and neck hovered above her back, not adding any more weight to her form than what she was already bearing. He slid in and out a second time, slowly as her insides loosened, naturally allowing him to do his job.

His rhythm increased, sliding in and out faster then before. His ears were perked, listening to her breathing for any indication that he had done something wrong or hurt her in some way. He allowed his muzzle to gently rub against her side in a soft caress, his eyes closing as he focused on making this moment last. His control was slipping and he worked faster, though the movements were still gentle as he worked. Each thrust of his pelvis in time with hers was pushing him closer, and his eyelids fluttered. There was a hitch in his breathing as he slowed and he felt the same in her. He thrust one last time as they both hit a climax, and released all of the pressure that had been building, his body almost sighing. He stayed like that for a moment as they both caught thier breaths, before slowly and carefully sliding to the ground.

Karuk's legs were a tad stiff as he stepped forward, pulling his hocks up high in an attempt to loosen them some. He ran his maw along her side, gently nuzzling her side before pausing to stand beside her. He gently lipped at her poll, tugging at a few strands of hair before sighing against her skin. He breathed in, memorizing her smell as he closed his eyes and placed his forehead against her neck. Perhaps this was where he was always meant to be, standing next to Shika. It sure felt that way. Even if it wasn't, if felt completely and utterly right, and he wasn't going anywhere for a long, long time.

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Shika felt it as he rested his head along her back, resting there for a while, untill he eventually mounted her. She tensed as she felt him peirce through her opening. He was gente, careful with her. She could feel it as he reach the end point, now fully inside. This was it, there really was no turning back now, soon she would be carrying a young. He pulled back, then pushed forward again, his movements slow at first, he clearly didnt want to hurt her, she could also tell by the way he mounted her. Gripping only with his front legs purely standing on his hind.
As his pace began to quicken, so did her breathing, it elt so good. She rocked on her hind, matching their movements, truely in snyc now. She felt it when he became less gentle with her, moveing quiker still, more deeply than before. And just like that it was all her. he slid back landing on the ground just behind her. She breathed heavy, though she hadnt done much, she seemd out of breath.

She could feel the warm touch of is nose run along her side, causing the tingling sensation to return, though it was more sharper this time. More than likely due to the fact they had just combined there love for each other in a romantic brace. She watched him as he rested his head along her back, plaing with her mane. She reached round as far as she possibly could without jolting him from his meditation. Only managing to touch the very end of her nose to his shoulder. She could sence things that she had never done before, she could feel his emotions running high through her, his aura colour more vibrant than before. Now they truely were link in many ways. A true bond. The sun was lowering in the bright sky, the day was almsot over, and such a great ending it were too. She wanted to speak, to hear his voice again, but she held back, basking in the glory of the moment.

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